done

went cycling
left at 11-12
came back at bout 3-4
went to pasir ris
to tamp
then to tanah merah
onward to eunos
took longer than expected...
but feel so much better now
was think while cycling
i realised that being happy was but a choice
so i chose to be happy
what happened has happened
nothing can change that
only the perspective can be changed
if they want to be together...
they can have my blessings

ever heard of a love triangle??
what normally happens is that all three are hurt right??
but what if one takes all the pain onto himself??
will it work out??
i wonder
worry not
my abilty to not die or become depressed is rather strong
impossible possibly
my pain will show to no one
a mask will cover all emotion
eyes are said to be the windows to life
but what if i can even close these windows??
can anyone ever find out the truth??
emotions are meaningless
pull away from them
but no one will
i wonder why
oh wells
still got a long day ahead of me...
how can i spend time??
what shall i do??